Whose beauty these are, so enthralling. I am astounded and shocked. Does it still exist such kind of beauty in this earth? Everything is so white and pure. It seems like the sketch of art in heaven. Oh god, whose kingdom is this in earth, as it is in paradise.
It is the darkest evening of the year. I do not know where I came. Woods fill up with snow and the frozen lake. Everything is still and calm that makes me motionless too, but I just want to take hold of that beauty, just want to feel the purity of the divine architect of the god. I, than sense, I am within a snowy mountain valley, A valley having the wall of white snow, floor too of white snow with the ceiling of dark sky, which is open and unlock. For moment, I stopped because my attire is in red, crimson and I am not feeling comfort. However, I could not. That beauty engrossed me and I lost myself. I imagine, I am blessed for I am in the kingdom of nature. God, please lead me not into temptation and just deliver me from evil.
I am tired of this falsehood life. I got injured lot of time and my heart is slash for times. I heard only a nasty voice, lamentation, and weeping, and great mourning. I snatch my smile and happiness for others but I recognized the merciless heart. Now, I do not need anyone. I will dare to exist again. I favor to breathe alone. It is enough, why would I gulp a poison just leaving by someone. No one could bury me before my demise. Feel me, here my heart asks for the pleasure first and then asks, excuse from pain and the ache of the life.
Let me be in this solitary white land. I feel more secure in this snowy mountain. I would like to be wild flower in this valley. Now, I would love to rest where frost will be my bed, January sun will be the beams of my room and the boughs of the pine tree crusted with snow the ceiling. I don’t have any purpose to live, instead just I want to be away from pain but why my heart is not still and peace. Because of the ache in my soul, it’s being difficult to bear. My tears fall from the eyes but as soon as it falls, it chilled and turned into ice. I did not know also, when my crimson attire completely changed into a white frost. I am feeling cold and shivering. My heartbeat, what happen to it? I am not getting it. Is it also frozen? Oh! Gently, I am in the serenity. The entire body, mind and soul are at tranquility and a solitary girl vanished within a snowy mountain valley.